but you can fix it.

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“Shoot your shot” they might say. Take a risk.

My life has been riddled with severe anxiety. The kind that causes you to fear nearly everything. For me – it’s social interaction. I’m afraid of live interaction. As opposed to what? Hehe.

I’ve been offered an opportunity that I desperately want and need, but I’m struggling with my anxiety on a very intense level. Writing has been a difficult task and if I’m honest – I haven’t written very much in the past few months and it makes me feel guilty. I’ve been very active on here since recovering from my hospital stay. I’ve written on here – so I have written.

These opportunities are important for the betterment of my life. I am not sure that it is there for the betterment of me as a person.

In this situation, I must fix the broken arrow and shoot my shot.